Being Held Hostage by my Inner Child

Day: 10,522

"The last few years has been especially gruling on my inner child. Marriage, buying a home and the birth of my sons has been quite trying on that voice in my head that steers me back to the days of my youth. The multitude of adult responcibilities has put me in a constant state of hostilities with my inner child, many times I feel that he is winning the war. So today, I create this journal to document the battle between wanting to be a responcible adult and living the life I had only a few short years ago. In the end, no one knows who will win, I can only hope that a treaty can be made and that the two factions of my brian can co-exsist peacefully."